Without nothing

I want to cry, want to shout, I've stopped wanting ....?
Today I feel alone, without friends, without desires of living.
Today I'm feeling that I'm losing everything.
Please, I want to cry, why I can't do it?.
I feel my heavy eyes, I don't mind shouting, but why I can't do it!
I don't want to stop feeling happiness, I do hate feel sadness!
I miss everything.....!